Have you ever lived in darkness? Like really, messed up your life and you are trying to pick up the pieces one by one? This has been very devastating but cleansing at the same time. I am learning so many things with each time I bend down to clear the path. I have to ponder how I got to this point and be reminded of how messy it really did get. Sometimes we don’t really see how deep we are in the quick sand until we get hit hard and then have to save our life and begin to recover from the major damages we have made.
The past few years I have been on that journey. I wish I would have been writing all along but at least I can start now. I think it will be really healing and maybe help others over time. I woke myself up from being in a very bad place and have been slowly picking up these pieces since. Everyday my life gets a little bit more clear and brighter. I didn’t realize how bad and dark it was until I get in a better place. This is a therapeutic place for me to be raw and honest about my truth and my story. Time to get real and come out from the dark… Welcome to my journey.